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Human Matrix Verification - Exercise V
Exercise: haircut
The subject: the difference and convenience of objects
When you get your hairs washed for a haircut they always ask if the water is OK.
I always say yes. The water temperature is changing by itself or adjusted by the
barber from warm to cold and back. There is a moment in this transition where the
temperature of the water is the same as the temperature of the head. This moment
is majestic. You don't feel the water by pressure, because the stream is soft and
further softened by your hairs. You don't feel the water by temperature and yet
it is not the same as if there were no water. You are one with the water. There
is perfect harmony. When the water is colder as the head you feel both the warmth
of your head and the coolness of the water. And when the water is warmer you feel
the coolness of your head and realize the warmth of the water. When the water is
colder you may say the water is colder than I, now I realize coldness. With warm
water I say the water is warmer than I, but then I realize the feeling warm inside
me. When I eat salad I say the salad is saltier, bitterer, sourer, spicier, sweeter
than I am, but I realize salt, bitternes, sourness, spice, sweetness inside myself.
I think Kant calls that convenience, that we are able to experience objects. But
before the convenience there is the difference - the salad is saltier than I am,
the water is colder than I am - which may be pleasant or unpleasant, expected or
unexpected. It seems like the objects always agitate our mind. But what happens to
our mind if nothing happens? And what is it to be one with the object when the
object is cooler, spicier than me. The next time they ask I will say make the
water temperature same as the head.